Showing posts with label new blog. Show all posts
Showing posts with label new blog. Show all posts

Thursday, November 10, 2011

NEW BLOG FOR MY MOM IS POSTED



Hello there...
Recently,  I have been posting on this blog about the loss of my precious Mom, Marilyn and how I am trying to emotionally cope with her passing. For some reason, the intense emotion I have from her passing has been getting in the way of me being able to write. I was so stuck in one place that I couldn't express anything else that was on my mind.  Although I have been consistently creating and making art, I have been bogged down whenever I was trying to write.  The sadness about my Mom kept me locked in one place and I have been learning that the written word is much more powerful than I ever imagined.  Thoughts and ideas can come out like a flood or they can become stifled and stuck on a thought or emotion. I have never thought of myself as a writer, although my husband Paul believes I am (but he doesn't count). Blogging has been pulling out feelings and emotions deep inside my heart and forcing me to confront a form of communication that is still new to me.   I have so much to say and then I have nothing to say... so,  I will try to carry on and try to embrace the written word.  I will embrace my sadness and feelings and realize that I can do all three.  I can feel, I can write and I can create.  Go figure!!

For now, I wanted to let you know that my Mom's blog My Mom Matters, is up on the web and I have published the first post. Yeah!!! her story has a home now.  Any other information about my Mom and our extraordinary relationship can be found at here.  Thank you to everyone who has been following my posts about my Mom and for having an interest in her story because My Mom Matters.   If you have any experiences or insights through the loss of a loved one or has a mental or neurological illness touched your life, please fly on over to my Mom's blog and share with the readers, your unique story, because your loved one matters, too.  My Mom Matters will feature stories, memories and my lessons about how my Mom and I developed our strong and unique bond of love.   It had withstood the test of separation during my entire childhood and my Mom's long illness and hospitalization.  Sometimes our stories are sad, sometimes they are funny but always, they are thought provoking and meaningful.   I hope to see you there.http://mymommatters.blogspot.com/

Friday, October 7, 2011

FEELING FREE TO BEGIN A NEW BLOG ABOUT MY MOM

MY MOM AND DAD ON THEIR HONEYMOON IN FLORIDA
This is a wonderful photo of my Mom and Dad on their honeymoon in Florida.  They looked so sweet and happy and at the most joyous part of their lives.  No one knew, not even them, that their fate and genetics would effect so many lives and those lives would be impacted and shattered by their love.
It's been 5 months since my Mom passed away and I still have so much inside of my heart relating to my experience of that time,  so I have decided that I am going to start a blog about my MOM and my relationship with her.  I've been so bogged down by emotions and sadness that it has been effecting my ability to think clearly, create and to write.  The blog will be called MY MOM MATTERS and it will speak to my feelings that my Mom does and did matter to me and if you knew her, I think she would matter to you.  This new blog will be a place for comfort for me and I hope it will be for others as well.  I will share the things that I remember about my Mom and the things I don't want to remember.  It will be about Mother and daughter relationships and how much genetics effect our lives.  It will be about loving and loss. There will be intense stories about our interaction and emotionally saddening experiences that I have trouble thinking about still.  This new blog will free me up to be able to write and create which I surely need.

When I start this new blog MY MOM MATTERS, I will post on this blog to let you know.   Take a peek at it and let me know how it effects you.

Soon I will begin to post content on this blog without the weight of grieving and sadness.   I'm looking forward to this lightness of being!

soon,
Loren